Forgotten dreams Crushed hopes   Faith in nothing I wander as decades   turn to centuries pondering my past   planning my future waiting to die for I know   death is the easiest way to go Only then   will I be successful Only then will I have a blank slate

Oh dark Eris I serve you my fears in the mouth of a rubber ducky   for you to take pleasure in plucking the finality from its eyes like popping a growing pimple   Oh dark Eris I bring you my rancid tongue as I laugh like a behemoth   scribbling my wretched ideologies on the chalkboard of life seizing the day like a spastic as I scramble for faux-validation   In your eyes, Oh dark Eris, I squander the confusion in a sea of rambling raisons   For the truth is absurd as the word

The fire in my eyes turns bright red when I think of certain things I despise   The fire in my eyes grows with rigid fertility when the maddening truths get covered up with lies   The fire in my eyes glows with radiant death when this culture gives birth to another disguise   The fire in my eyes retches gasps & gleams when life’s haunted themes become the only things that shine   The fire in my eyes throws flames listlessly when I divert my focus to another promise left to di

The curtains closed quicker than I knew how to   deal with A life I once knew   closed for good behind pink, satin blinds   The friends of a dark past just actors   in these blackened memories with dark, blurry edges   like burnt Polaroids a mental obituary   a lifetime of empty spaces Turn the page   The world grows darker I trace my finger over   the shadowy outline of a boy I once knew   in a photograph I might have seen   somewhere behind me the lines of history   are sta

A walk through the forest dogs lead the way I notice the scent of cigarette smoke mixing with the smell of   wet birch trees It takes me...

I stood outside unearthed rearranged I had a time   like no other Die fast, live young was the way of the world Undermined by   twisting...

It’s so weird/Being surrounded by other people/All walking somewhere/But going nowhere/It’s a strange façade, pumping iron till your...

The crowd mobbed the side of the building.  There were Punks, with spiky, colored hair, black leather jackets stained & painted, studs...

One of these days all our heroes will die We’ll all be left alone without hope of survival   It’s a magical thing this death How it’s an...

I’m a sucker for pain & punishment.  I love to feel my negative feelings because to me it’s all that seems real.  Just this morning I...

The stars above the playground shined The swings swung on their own We sat on the slide and slid into oblivion   The music tranquilized...

I drive home from the open-mike.  There aren’t too many cars on the road, so I drive faster than I did on the way there.  The drive takes...

Bell says: Sit here on the floor, as he preps the tattoo machine.   I look at the carpeted floor, which is covered in cigarette burns,...

Dear Shadow,   Why must you be so dark?  On one side of me the sun shines like a burning mass, and on the other a dark unyielding shape...

Chapter 1   This is a story about a man who moved into a house by himself     Chapter 2   He had a hard time maintaining this house...